Heal me.

This song has been convicting me all week:

"You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need."


Reasoning for my conviction? I honestly cannot sing this song without being a liar.
Why? Because in my heart I am having trouble believing those things, even though, in my mind, I know them to be true.
Or I know they are supposed to be true.
I do not do the vulnerability/honesty/openness/communication thing very well, and I am realizing that more and more each day. Crap.
Thanks Jesus.